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This Love- Curiosity or lust?

pexels-photo-377909There have been more instances than I can ever recall when I wanted you- ‘The’ hot guy with bushy beard and brawny muscles. I would check your Facebook multiples of times a day just to know what you’re upto now.
There you are, in your tee flaunting your biceps and abs. Your lifestyle, quite different from mine, at least it seems so from the Facebook. I’m intrigued beyond limits.

You’re a frequent traveler to places- with friends or alone. Traveling is your love. You have your friends and your gym with you, a girlfriend- I don’t know. I imagined it would be me. I wanted to be it.
But why do I want it?

Am I too insecure of myself? To not understand a simple saying-“All that glitters is not gold” or too stupid or immature to be fascinated by just one facade of you- your body.
Isn’t there much more of you than your body? Beyond your complexion, blue eyes, lips, bicep, six packs; I’m sure there must be more- your nature, temper, kindness, humanity, self-esteem or good manners. 

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Unaware of all these, I still want to be your friend, honestly,  more than that.
But why? Because I loved the way you appeared but never could I assume the way you would look at me, in my eyes. Because never have you looked at me ever even when I cross the street in front of your eyes every day. You seem to ignore my existence each time. You don’t know if I’m there or not, glancing at you or not.

However, does my love exist or not? Who’s it for? For someone I don’t know a bit about?
Is my love an arousing curiosity or plain lust or a truthful love? Even if ever I get you, would I be able to proudly say that I have loved you from quite some time?

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Some Love stories are great but some, Magical

StockSnap_3SOTA2KHAIaSome love stories are great. You know, starting with friends and then, one day, finding a lover in them, but some love stories are Magic. Where two people are just so reluctant to even see other. With completely opposite habits, with so different opinions. Both have their own set of walls, barriers that hinder their love graph’s growth.

And then gradually, their love breaks the barriers one by one, creating a havoc in both minds. They realize their love for them but try hard to stop.

There’s no falling in love, in a day, a week or a month. They both take their time to settle their issues and eventually decide to express it to each other. Their love really transcends it all 🙂

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My Quest

I’m trying to find silence amidst the chaos,
I’m trying to find love in a dark place.
I’m trying to find my soul in the world,
I’m trying to be a better person
I’m trying to find an art that makes us want to think from the eye of the artist
I’m trying to find a Music that forces us to think & feel the Writers, Singers
I’m trying to find a poem that makes us want to imagine,
I’m trying to write an article that makes us want to believe again, in truthfulness and change.
I’m trying to find the strangers that have the most amazing stories, pristine and untold.
I’m trying to find the love that makes us feel good & content.
I’m trying to find the happiness that is inside us all, behind that laugh we suppress
I’m trying to find an idea that has the power to change it all
I’m trying to find the courage that has the ability to speak the right in the face of wrong
I’m trying to find truth that connects us to our God
I’m trying, I might even fail, I might even do good or nothing at all, but I don’t wish to stop my endeavors that get me close to my Success’s Door.